THE BOOKS THAT BREATHE ON THE SHELVES:
Thoughts on Marías and Gawsworth
By David Hackbridge
Johnson
(see below for older posts including essays on Frances Cornford, Iain Sinclair, Apocalypse poetry, and others)
With
magpie plumage, albeit frayed at the edges and missing a few vital feathers,
the seeker of shiny objects can still spot a five pence piece from the lofty
branch. The downward swoop is less
elegant than of old but the beak is sure and nabs the silver. This scenario holds for a certain type of
book lover, one happy enough to go along with the author’s plot devices,
scenarios, gambits, epiphanies, as the jargon goes, yet one sufficiently
distractible by light-shafts of what lies beyond the confines of the page –
fragments of connective tissue so to speak which adhere to certain shiny words,
resonant phrases, and that by doing so set off wild and sometimes personal
digressions – the book at this point being set down as the beak nips and nudges
at the coinage to the ignoring of the overall landscape.
These
silvery attractions that stop the actual reading of a book have to be scrawled
in a margin or on the frontispiece. Each
might be enclosed by a poorly executed bubble, or emphasised by a star – or, in
very special circumstances only, marked ‘V. Important’ in heavy pencilling with
a squiggly arrow leading to a further, perhaps illegible, aperçu. Books riddled with
such glitter find themselves growing an additional text, a booklet of increasingly
disassociated utterance, oddly Talmudic, divorced from the structure of the book’s
entirety. Certain books become so
festooned with arrows, rings and stars (or even space stations) that they might
find themselves in that pile of literary works that never leaves the bedside
shelf. They must accompany sleep – must
by osmosis penetrate the skin of the sleeper.
Must breathe in harmony. Books
may pass in and out of the shelf – more due to cramping or toppling than any
sense that an item is rejected – they may merely pass from the shelf to the
stacks that surround the bed like the skirt of an hovercraft. A current sweep of spines reveals: Italo
Calvino’s Six Memos for the Next Millennium,
David Gascoyne’s Collected Poems,
Illeasa Sequin’s Complete Collected Poems,
W. B. Yeats’ Vision, Ruthven Todd’s Tracks in the Snow, Charlotte Mew’s The Farmer’s Bride. Some books are available at all times:
Llewelyn Powys’ Earth Memories, John
Clare’s The Shepherd’s Calendar, a selection of William Blake, Ezra Pound’s Translations, Edward Thomas’ Collected Poems A modest little volume joins them in recent
weeks – John Gawsworth’s Lyrics to
Kingcup. The name Gawsworth can always
be borne in the minds of the curious.
Javier
Marías is a writer whose books are accruing such marginalia – several stars,
doubly-underlined passages and the odd ‘V. Important’ – so that he is liable to
find himself among the bedside chosen.
Copious pencillations abound – indicating those scintillating fragments that
stand out on the ground, even from the highest branches. Returning to these thin extractions one finds
a disjointed poem-of-sorts:
‘you can still say not yet,
not yet’,
‘haunt….thread’,
‘banknote makers’,
‘a ridiculous death’
(c.f. Heinrich Böll),
‘bottomless well of
detail’,
‘nexus’,
‘less hypothetical
years’,
‘in usufruct’,
‘Toby Ryland’s laugh’.
And
culled from Tomorrow In The Battle Think
On Me: ‘books….breathe….shelves’.
All these annotations meant a pause in reading; ‘nexus’ stirred many
diversions into strange areas of thought not now recalled, the banknote makers
(Bradbury and Wilkinson) were thoroughly researched, with a lengthy sojourn
spent with those notable printers’ ‘Dummy Lady’ stamps; but the reference to
Heinrich Böll has now slipped the mind; there are so many appallingly ridiculous
deaths in Böll that perhaps a general point was being made. Eventually the book may be picked up again; perhaps
Marías sympathises with the reader thrown off the scent in this way, since as a
novelist he is much prone to diversions.
He encourages a reading habit that mimics his fiction.
Marías’
1989 novel All Souls progresses, or
rather doesn’t, via digressions of one sort or another. The first tableaux set the reader up for an
institutional novel (it is set among the dreamy spires of Oxford) with many of
the usual tropes: professorial boors, power-hungry lecturers, footsy under the
table at restaurant dinners, a sexually incontinent Warden, adultery on the
cusp of discovery – all very Kingsley Amis or David Lodge – the august portals
of Academe witness to an extensive footprint of the dull, the lusty, and the
damned – all frothing in billowing gowns and soiled shirt-fronts. If the novel was set on this course and this
course only, it would have missed the point of its very opening – we learn that
some characters that we have yet to meet are, by the time of writing, already
dead. Death comes to the novel in many
ways in its later pages – by which time we reframe the academic slap-stick as
itself an elaborate diversion.
Death
as a principle character – invisibly seated at High Table so to speak – is not
confined to All Souls; Marías’ novel
from 1994, Tomorrow in the Battle Think
On Me, starts very shockingly with the death of a married woman, Marta, as
she and her lover Victor undress to make love.
They are lovers that hardly know each other and she dies ‘inopportunely
– undeservedly so’ with Victor, not her husband by her side. Victor’s confused thoughts about what to do –
should he flee as if he were a murderer?, should he phone someone? – are
combined with a kind of stock taking of Marta’s belongings and her interaction
with them, like an obsessively detailed description of a still life – a nature morte as the French say. Victor’s subsequent staging of the flat, his
laying out of Marta’s body, his decision to go to the funeral, to know the dead women through that part of
her life that was forbidden to him by the nature of their illicit affair, form
the strange substance of the novel; as if Victor feels compelled to remain
attached to the woman by means of threads that connects them beyond her death –
the ‘haunt….thread’ passage now marked in the frontispiece of the magpie’s
copy.[1]
This inability to let go becomes a meditation
on the dead lover, her actions, her thoughts, her belongings – the very clothes
she hung over a chair prior to making love.
This stock-taking or inventory of property left behind after the
vacation of a body – these passages near the start of the novel are unbearable
for the bereaved reader, for anyone who in the aftermath of a death has taken
those same inventories; each item telling a story of its interaction with a
living, breathing form. Objects are
haunted by the one who touched them.
Touch them again and shafts of light illuminate the dead.
So
a theme of death can be said to inhabit both Tomorrow in the Battle and All
Souls, and the digressions, lists of objects, mind-rambles are distraction
tactics from the enclosing dark. There
is a haunting in All Souls. Innocently enough, the unnamed Narrator of
this novel, who is on a two year contract at Oxford University and has plenty
of time on his hands due to his light workload, spends his free time trawling
through second-hand bookshops. He
develops a list of neglected authors he wishes to hunt down, the most familiar
being the writer of supernatural fiction, Arthur Machen. Including Machen on his list leads to a
conjuration, for it is not long before the Narrator finds himself being
followed around all the bookshops by a man and a dog – the dog with an
amputated foot and its owner seeming to limp as if in sympathy. A bibliomaniac and his familiar. Eventually this strange duo, the man
introducing himself as Alan Marriott, arrive at the Narrator’s home in order to
tempt him into Machenalia. One notes at
this point that ‘Alan Marriott’ was one of the many pseudonyms used by
real-life collector and writer on strange fiction, Roger Dobson.[2] Marriott manages to extract from the Narrator
the small sum required to become a member of the Machen Company; he also asks
that the Narrator look out for two vanishingly rare books: Machen’s Bridle and Spurs, and John Gawsworth’s Above the River (with an introduction by
Machen). The curious appearance of Alan
Marriott (he never appears as a speaking character in the novel again) triggers
a haunting in Marías’ Narrator; he is not only drawn into the Machen Company
and the quest for rare books but also hooked by the name Gawsworth, born,
Terence Ian Fytton Armstrong in 1912.
Nothing that he learns of Gawsworth leads him to a conclusion that a
great writer has been unaccountably neglected – on the contrary, he finds the
poetry rather minor – he even eschews most of the available second-hand
Gawsworth volumes on grounds of their exorbitant price (although he does buy
the slim volume Backwaters) – but
somehow the writer’s life and the myths surrounding it initiate an enchantment. The Narrator culls information from divers
sources and builds up what amounts to a brief ‘Life of Gawsworth’, consisting
of his fugitive appearances in bodily form and in print.[3] We learn of Gawsworth’s precocious early
volumes, both as poet and editor; most notable is his rediscovery of forgotten
writers of the ’Nineties who are persuaded out of their dim abodes and back
into print. And all this when Gawsworth
was still a teenager. After the Second
World War, which Gawsworth spends in Africa and India, his literary world
gradually dissipates and alcohol takes control.
Lawrence Durrell spies him taking a shopping trolley of empties back to
the off licence to claim the refund needed to buy more drink. Then end comes in 1970, Gawsworth’s star long
since having gone out. The Narrator’s
equating himself with Gawsworth – does he really think he is doomed to such a
failure? – seems weak as a reason for introducing all this factual information,
yet Marías’ purpose becomes clear and stands as a vindication of Gawsworth’s
inclusion.
Towards
the end of All Souls, Gawsworth
becomes fictional; Marías weaves him into the tragic tale told by Clare Bayes
(the married woman the Narrator has taken as a lover) as she recounts the
suicide of her mother as a consequence of a discovered affair. It is a tale set in India during the war. As a three-year-old, Clare has dim memories
(they are fleshed out by her nanny) of her mother meeting her lover Terry
Armstrong (Gawsworth perhaps?) after the break-up of her parents’
marriage. They are on the iron bridge
that spans the River Yamuna (or the River Jumna; Clare is not sure which); they
can be seen from the bottom of the family garden; Clare’s mother is noticeably
pregnant even from a distance, and Armstrong is seemingly drunk. Clare’s mother falls between the iron girders
into the river and drowns, while Armstrong crushes himself into those same
girders as an act of clinging on. Put
like this we might be in a pulp melodrama – the marvel of the writing is the
way Marías is able to spool out the tale as a recollection of a child’s
recollection – the older Clare seeing her younger self and recounting to her lover the threads of memory that
have survived and become embedded, woven into the emotional postures she must
now take to avoid a repetition of that tragedy that she beheld with her
uncomprehending child’s eyes. The adult
Clare must avoid the desperate passion that leads to a leap into the void. The child Clare waiting at the bottom of the
garden for the late-night mail train, the distressed lovers on the ironwork bridge,
her mother jumping, the lover not, he, Gawsworth, exiting fiction and slipping
into his tenuous reality, one made of fragments and myths: a cart full of beer
bottles, the Fitzrovian debauch, the lost volumes of poems, the decades of
uncertain abode – friends’ floors and park benches – all these resonate as so
many overtones, bell-ripples, baring suffering across the years in sad
concentric rings. With the telling of
this tragedy which we read as one that lassoes many characters, Marías moves
beyond mere virtuosity into a realm of trance – the tragedy evolves in relived
memory like a slow-motion film that cannot be switched off. The mother sinking and not rising, again
sinking and not rising, again – not rising, even though we ‘see’ her death only
once in recalled time, we cannot but re-run the film, as Clare has spent her
life doing. We wonder at the staggering
Gawsworth (is it him?) with his hip flask of booze, about to exit from the
appalling crisis into a featureless future, one that limping Alan Marriott and
his crippled dog will one day seek to retrieve as a crumpled past. All of the above is supposition of course,
since, as the Narrator conjectures, there might have been hundreds of Terry
Armstrongs suitable for the roll of war-time lover. But deep down he and reader wants him to be
Gawsworth – his existence gains another layer of myth thereby. These pages that recount Clare’s story are
the most powerful in the novel. The
doomed love of Clare’s mother and Terry Armstrong seems to overshadow the rest
of the book.
If
I might be allowed, there is a Chain of Yearning whose links consist of certain
books, pieces of music, poems, paintings, that set the heart in a certain mode
of exquisite pain and longing. Marías’
books are some of those links, not just because of the actual longings and even
deaths that occur in his books but because it might be said that characters are
yearning for life in the midst of it – as the haiku of Basho has it: ‘Even in
Kyoto, hearing the cuckoo, I yearn for Kyoto’.
There is a yearning for life in the face of a death that cannot surely
be tolerated. Even Marías’ finicky
itemisations can be infused with longing – Marta’s belongings in Tomorrow in the Battle, the Narrator’s
rubbish-bin contents in All Souls –
they speak of bodies that have interacted with objects, leaving a trace on each
one; a touch, a kiss, a body inside a dress, the angle of a wrist when
depositing a bottle top in the bin.
Marías uses time, both past and present, to project these effects of the
immanence of death, its occurrence and the remains it leaves in the form of
interrupted or abandoned content.
We
find that time (‘Time’ as it used to be intoned by the poets) as an instrument
of yearning, is acutely employed in those works of science-fiction that can
invent means by which time-travel is possible; Philip K. Dick’s Martian Time-Slip is a moving example,
with its notion of fractured time and mental disturbance; in Christopher
Priests’ A Dream of Wessex, two young
people, Julia Stretton and David Harkman, who barely know each other in ‘real
life’ are put in a machine whereby they enter a projected future-topia, one
where their desire for love can be enacted on an island idyll separated utterly
from the dynamics of failed relationships and late capitalist politics. Their yearning causes this idyll to come
about and even though they realise its projective nature they choose to remain
in the dream of a Wessex literally cut off from the mainland by the
exhilarating Blandford Sound and the vast Somerset Sea. When their island is turned into a filthy
industrial wasteland by the projections of Paul Mason, a man stricken with
ambition and jealousy, they can only reassert it by the convictions of their
now fulfilled longing; Priest’s description of the gas pipes and sewage pools
rolling back to reveal the beautiful bay of Dorchester encapsulates the
wonderful moment where love moulds its own landscape.
Outside
the Sci-Fi realm Marías makes his own time machines in the memories and
reveries of his characters, often by means of the obsessive fixing of details
undertaken by his narrators, as mentioned above; observations of specific parts
of faces, inventories of objects – as if time might stop as long as this fixing
continues. In All Souls, the Narrator succumbs to eavesdropping – one of several
such overhearings in the book – upon Clare, her son Eric, and her father Tom. The Narrator comes to notice the identical
nature of their eyes – as if this one physical attribute might gain for them a certain
immortality as others fall away – another kind of time machine that preserves
an organ of looking through many generations.
Marías’ ultimate human time machine is Will, the almost nonagenarian
porter of the Institutio Tayloriana, who, being beset by a type of dementia,
relives a particular day of his life as if were happening again in the
present. As if his entire life was a
pack of cards to be shuffled upon rising each morning. Here is a life of disordered days that seems
random to onlookers, yet to Will seems merely devoid of remembering – if he is
living the day in 1962 when his wife passed away, he lives it with immediacy,
with all its wounds again open.
To
return to yearning and the links of its chain.
The All Souls Narrator who
longs for Clare whenever he cannot see her, learns from her of the
impossibility of their continuing love – in a telling contrast to Christopher Priest’s
lovers in A Dream of Wessex, she
gives geographical separation as her main reason why they should part – Clare
and the Narrator are not able to create a projection in which their love can
thrive beyond its confines of a strictly limiting and ultimately disposable
adultery – they make no island for their love.
The short academic tenure of the Narrator delineates the reach of
passion. Yearning with a sell-by
date. The Narrator leaves his Oxford
home of two-year’s duration with a nod to his final leavings in the rubbish bin
– those other things, albeit minutiae,
which are disposed of – the earlier disquisitions on refuse now falling into
place by the shutting lid of the bin.
From happy delusion (Priest) to curtailed fulfilment (Marías) to the desperate
and doomed-from-the-start loves excited by, to give yet more examples, (and
these might be ne plus ultras of
longing) Robert Louis Stevenson’s Olalla in the story of that name, and Joseph
Conrad’s Alice Jacobus in A Smile of Fortune
– these types of love and yearning are links in a chain that also bind feeling
into the intensity of a haunting. It is
a haunting that begins when the one, must turn away from the other, leaving only
memories of Clare, Olalla, or Alice. Or it
is the haunting of Terry Armstrong, turning away from the site of his lover’s
suicide, leaving the iron bridge as John Gawsworth. Or in Robert Aickman’s extraordinary short
story, ‘The Real Road to the Church’ (from his collection Cold Hand in Mine), it is the desolate Rosa who sees her soul
carried by ‘the porters’ across a threshold and longs for a reuniting that will
end the hollowness inside her. The power
in these books lies in way they fire that haunting in the reader, not just for
their authors’ fictional lovers (although I do dream of Olalla’s ‘beautiful and
meaningless orbs’), but perhaps for real ones, lost in death, or far away.
Javier
Marías is the ideal novelist for the magpie reader; he puts in the glinting
digressions that a distractible bird longs for – anything to get out of a
smooth-running plot – that relentless machine of fiction. By opening up windows of fact inside his
books, Marías offers glimpses of fiction and reality striking each other – éclats of strange conjugations and
speculations. His books breathe on the
shelves because he has left the threads to his characters protruding – pull on
them and they still lead to hands and eyes, to stuff thrown away, to longings
and regrets. And they pull up the dead
so they might speak.
©2021
– David Hackbridge Johnson. With thanks
to Marius Kociejowski, who first called me a magpie, and who urged me to read
Javier Marías.
[1] Tomorrow
in the Battle Think On Me,
p. 66 – 67.
[2] Alan Marriott is mentioned as a Dobson
pseudonym in a short video made by R. B. Russell about the poet C. W.
Blubberhouse: https://youtu.be/9rWCUB1OteQ (last accessed 28.vi.2021). What is effectively a memorial album, The Library of the Lost, a selection of
Dobson’s essays edited by Mark Valentine, which includes writing on Gawsworth
and Machen, was published by Tartarus Press in 2013, with a brief memoir of
Dobson by Javier Marías. Dobson didn’t
have a dog. Other pseudonyms used by
Dobson include, Donald Carlus, Robert Manchester and, one Ian Armstrong….
[3] All
Souls, p. 102 – p.112.